First, although discoloration of my cancer region is really a concern, she cannot operate me until 6/21。Second, a radiologist ordered one more bilateral breast ultrasound due to the suspicious density in the right lymph nodes. Third, if bone scan scheduled on this Th turns out positive, my cancer stage will be IV. These are so tough to hear and my anxiety level goes up higher than ever. I try to eat and sleep, but I can’t. I need power to charge. I walked Pepper, and then called Noriko to have dinner together tomorrow. I played gospel songs by Piano, and prayed all night.